HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY~

Haven't been very active lately~
hahaha~
So i thought giving a short update would help a bit. -nod nod-

So first off, the biggest thing that is keeping me from fully paying attention to my laptop is my new puppy~! For now his name is Vash, but my family is trying to convince me to change it. ;A;
I wanted it Len. . ffff. but they said that name was gay. WTF.
So yeah he's 7 weeks old now and is a HUGE hand full, but i freakin love him! -snuggles snuggles-

Second problem is all my school work.
Mostly English.
Ah i'm always crammed everyday doing work and such, even if i'm not suppose to have homework i have work that due in a few weeks. . and it's A LOT.
Gah and i haven't touched it seeing that I've been potty training Vash. . DX

But yeah~
I've been drawing -nod nod-.
I have like two sketches that i need to scan and color for you guys~
Possibly will once my puppy gets that he goes bathroom OUTSIDE.

Mmm. .
Anything else?
OH. . !
I'll be sending you something soon, once my dad takes me to mail~

Erm soooo~ nothing more to say~
TTYL GUYS~ -waves-

MORE ACTIVE WATCHERS.

Like for real.
I was looking through my friend/watcher list and realized how many of them dont even come on anymore or not even comment! ;A;
I feel so unloved!
Geebus. I love comments.
Like mega a lot.
Especially RIDICULOUSLY long ones.
Or even small ones are ok too.
AH favs and runs are loved too. . (I suuure do that A LOT hahah~ -waves hand- )

BUT REALLY.

Maybe i should like. . put a critque thing on my pics too so like all those art critiques that scare me can put some negative comments that will EMPOWER me to be AWESOME.

Enough of my pointless chatter.

I come to a relization that I need to like catch people attention.
My art is BLEH and not really original. . at least i think.
_{Some of you are probably thinking WTF SHUT UP. -stab-}
But that's what i think.
I'm still trying to do that whole OMG LOOK AT THIS PIC IT'LL BLOW YOUR MIND kind of picture. But haven't gotten anything yet. . hahah -shot-
Hopefully i improve a bit more. -nod-

Lets see. . LIFE what has happened?
Well. . I'm doing pretty FREAKIN AWESOME at school.
Especially in English Ap, SUPRISINGLY.
I'm pretty happy that my essays dont suck booty!

AND OMG PAINTING AND AP ART.
GOSH GEEBUS WATER COLORS ARE HARD TO MASTER.
But I'm having fuuuun~
Specially being with in AP and her EPIC WINNESS.
We get to have parties together ALL THE FREAKIN TIME.
Ok no not really, but it's HILARIOUS in that class.
Especially with AHAHA~ She makes me LOL so hard sometimes~
The table in the back probably hates us because we're so AWESOME RIDICULOUSLY loud. Yeeeeeah~ But we rock. Foh sho'

UM.
MY SPANISH TEACHER IS SO CONCEITED.
Damn him and his good looks and MONEY. (Srsly he shouldnt even be a teacher. . wtf)
Supposedly he was in movies.
One being Dirty Deeds. . idk what that is. .never heard of it but OK.
He's fun though.
Being able to speak French, Spanish, and english at once is CRAZY.
His accent in french makes me smile.

Forget Algebra 2 and History. . .
They suck.
Well Algebra more. . .gosh it's so lame and boring. . .
I have a nice teacher for history but everyone in that class are. . GAH.

Um as far as my personal life at home goes. . .
I still sucks.

Welp anyway!
I'll have some sketches to put up possibly this weekend to show you all WTF I'm doing~
For now CIAO~
~Psylla

So today I started another year of highschool.
Dang already a junior. . .just one more year to go and i'm on my own~
So school was epic win!
I got every class i wanted and I'm not so alone in some of my classes.
Um i have lunch with most of the best people ever!
Miss some people though. . .D8>
We now have our new school campus to roam around, which is pretty confusing. . but I'll get it down sooner of later. . .stairs are a pain though! XD

Ah so yeah, school made me feel better, compared to my aweful morning that almost made the first day the WORST day.

Yet even though I have school now, I still feel trapped and miserable in this house.

So this morning, my mom had the nerve to say that I'm not allowed to join any clubs or do anything after school. She even had more of a nerve to say i cant go anywhere or do anything with my friends.
So yeah i have my laptop back, which is cool and all, but i cant even call my friends!
I can't even type the things she said, about how upset she is. My brother had to come out and back me up because my mom was just saying selfish things. Do you know how horrible it feels to have your own mother say she wants to leave, that she hates being home?

You know. . i thought parents are suppose to love you no matter what. . .

Dont get me wrong, i love my mom, i'd do anything for her. . .
But her obssession with cleaning and perfectionism is just hard on us. Really sometimes i want to rest from school and chill. . .rather than ironing my clothes or cleaning the bathroom every other day.

I know cleanliness is good. . .
But really. . .
Do i have to get in trouble for not ironing my clothes in the morning because i might be late for school?
Or possibly not cleaning the bathroom to her standards.
Or feeling tired from doing other things and wanting to relax for a while.

I know kids that get grounded for really bad things.
Like stealing, or ditching, or having horrible grades, or maybe even talking back to the parents.
I never did anything like that.
My dad always said that people make mistakes, we can't always live up to some standards.
My mom doesn't seem to get that.

So.
I'm stuck.
Here.
In the house with just my laptop.
That and school is the only communication I seem to have from outside of home.

I hate living here. . .with her. . .when she's like this.
I dont think it'll get better because its been going on for a long time.
So this year might suck a little.
No. It might suck a lot.

So people IRL.
If you ask me how I'm doing at home. . i might cry.
Just a warning, 'cause typing this. . made me cry a bit.

TTYL
~Psylla

Been gone for a while.
Reason being: My Mom like always.
'Course it's always that reason.

So I got in trouble again, for a stupid reason like any other time I'm grounded.

That was like. . .a few weeks ago.
I just kept forgetting to post a journal all the days she was gone.

Gosh I'm so fustrated, I've missed so freakin much this Summer its not even funny. I've been up and down in the slumps for the last few weeks and I hate it.

I hate negativity all together.

And school is coming up too. That'll be better! Staying away from home on the weekdays~ One of my many reasons why i like school. Ah and all my friends! I've missed them so much since being in solitude! <3333

So yeah,
nothing new and exciting, of course.
Been drawing though!
Trying to keep up with my practice, trying not to get rusty. XD
Want to draw something AMAZINGLY AWESOME that will blow everyone's socks off. . .but i still haven't come up with anything. I'll get around to that hopefully soon.

Till then I got a pic to color~
TTYL.
~Psylla

HEY~
I dont really have anything new to say, but I am working on a drawing. . >> since totally slapped me on the back with a tag on the whole 1 to 9 head thing. . .SO I've been working on that~ Might take me a while though. . .

ANYWHO.
Here's something that i got from 's journal. Oh how it was super fun~


~APH SUPER DUPER MEME FUN TIME~

Your best friend is Greece {He only wants me as a freind because of my cat. . .hufff.}

You have a crush on Poland {Awww~ Poland is total love~ <33

You hate Finland {WAH! 0~0 but he's so adorable. . .how could i?!}

You get bullied by Ukraine {D8> WORSE. BULLY. EVER.}

You are scared of Prussia {Me? Scared of him? AHAHAHA. . suuuree}

You go out with for 5 seconds Prussia {I must have gotten over my fear. . .and then back on it again. . XD}

You get a confession from Greece {awww. . cliche love~}

You get in a fist fight with Prussia {I thought that 5 second date was good enough! D8<}

You had a one night stand with Austria {Ohohoho my dreams came true~ <3}

Your first boyfriend is Switzerland {. .that probably didn't last long. . XD}

Everybody graduates but Switzerland {OHHH. . .poor guy D8>}

You marry Poland {WAH! I marry my crush? NO WAI! <333 }

Your first kid name is Charlotte {. . .hmm i'm feeling it. . . }

You get in a dispute with Hong Kong {OVER WHAT? Calling him adorable? D8>}

You get out of the dispute with the help of Latvia {OH LATVIA! Your cuteness always saves me~ -waves hand-}

You have an affair with Greece {Damn. .that's the advantage of being my best friend. . >>}

You get caught by Sealand {OH GOD HE'S TOO YOUNG TO EVEN KNOW! D8> -guuuuuuilt-}

The chances of them telling 45% {I'll totally be your friend if you don't tell~ -smiles-}

Your husband finds out about the affair, he feels Confused {DAMN IT SEALAND! I'MA IGNORE YOU LIKE THE REST. >> ok not really. . .that would be hard with his chibiness.}

You two get divorced, you drown your sorrows with Prussia {But he beat me up last time. . .}

The percentage of you two doing a one night stand 19% {Thank god 'cause he supposedly scares me. . .>>}

You move in with Sweden {BEST ROOMATE EVER~}

You start having feelings for Prussia {DAMN IT PRUSSIA! STOP MAKIING ME ALL CONFUSED! DDD8<}

You get a confession from S-Italy {. . .whoa. .unexpected}

The percentage of you excepting their feelings 96% (Oh. . .i guess I was expecting that. . -shrug-}

You say no, they then go out with Lithuania {. . .}

The percentage of you like them two together 7% {Ya' think?}

You get ambushed by S-Italy {Is it because I turned him down? D8>}

The chances of you getting out of their alive 55% (OH man at the border line!}

You unxpecting get glomped by Latvia {Why not? <333}

You are lonely, you get a Drink of sake {LIES. . it was water!}

Drunk, you kiss Sweden {WHOA WHOA WHOA. We're just roommates!}

Percentage of how much they liked the kiss 46% {Hey! I was drunk so of course he wouldn't! HUFFF}

You have a huge war against Hong Kong {WHY? I JUST CALLED HIM ADORABLE NO NEED FOR A WAR! DX}

Your chances of winning 73% {. . .-sniff-}

You die by Nuclear Attack {CHEAP SHOT! -shakes fist-}

The only person not to go to your funeral is Poland {. . .maybe he was too crush to see my body in PEICES. . not even, more like DUST.}

This person is the most devestated by your death N-Italy {Awww at lest N. Italy loves me! -huggles- Unlike some other Italy I know. . >>}

This person is teh most happiest taht you died Iceland {. . .My heart. . it breaks. . .TT^TT}

This person is teh master mind of your death Sweden {F- YOU SWEDEN. YOU USED ME!}

Who you liked your life 73% {hahah for sure~}

Wanna do it? [link]
Have fun~ It'll bring really good laughs and some confusion~ XD

~Psylla